Welcome to My Nightmare

I have never really had any nightmares. Those dreams, those that are just so hard to think about and talk about. I usually never have those types of nightmares, they are usually you’re typical someone is chasing me or killing me. That is not really scary. Until recently, I had the worst nightmare ever. It took my worst fear and made it seem so real. In the nightmare, my family and I were at this lake. We were in a cabin at first then we were suddenly at the lake. There were huge, gigantic ships surrounding the cabins. Suddenly, the ships started to sink and they were turned around and were falling on top of the cabins. My parents and my brother were on the deck and I just saw a ship fall on them. it was quiet at first and then I see my dad come out of the water. He ran towards me and started looking for my mom while I was crying looking for my brother. My brother’s hand popped up and I pulled it but I couldn’t get him out until my dad helped me pull him up. My brother was crying and my sister suddenly appeared. I started freaking out because I couldn’t find my mom. We were all crying and looking for her.  I do not think I able to explain the fear I felt when I couldn’t find my mom. I was thinking the worst thing ever. It felt so real; I woke up crying and out of breathe. I do not want to experience that anytime soon, or anywhere in the near future. I know at some point they will be gone and she will no longer be here but I don’t want to experience that feeling I felt in my dream anytime soon. I felt as If I was really going insane. I couldn’t think straight or see correctly, I just wanted my mom to appear and hold us. That nightmare was the worst one I have ever had. Fear is a really horrific thing. People use our fears against us, to make us feel vulnerable and weak. I fear not only loosing my parents but a lot of thing. I fear many, many things.  I usually do not share my fears because I feel vulnerable sharing but in this case I am sure most kids with a heart are scared to loose their parents.